Sunday, April 17, 2016

@katelyn why would put crap like this on facebook........

BIRTHDATE: July 12, 1994. GET AT ME. Same
FULL NAME: Lauren Paige Ostrander. Same
RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 99 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You HAVE to tag the person who tagged you. LOL like I know 25 people I'll choose 1 +Katelyn Mathis 

1. last beverage? Dr. Pepper. Same
2. last phone call? Katelyn. Olive Garden in Jackson lol
3. last text message? Sarah. <3 WTF IS SARAH...Steven
4. last song you listened to? Black Umbrella. Roam by the B-52s
5. last time you cried? Earlier today...... Bands for braces HURT. Probably Wednesday night/Thursday morning

6. Dated someone twice? Yea. Yes
7. Been cheated on? Probably? Lol
8. Kissed someone and regretted it? Not really? Yes?
9. Lost someone special? Shore. Sure
10. Been depressed? LOL @ Katelyn. Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up? SO MANY TIMES...... ;)) Yes...

12. Yellow. Lavender
13. Light Blue. Ice blue
14. Red. LOL idk

15. Made a new friend? YA!! LOL
16. Fallen out of love? No?? Yes
17. Laughed until you cried? YA!! Def
18. Met someone who changed you? No. I already knew the person. ...rly Lauren
19. Found out who your true friends were? Oh yea. Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you? Yes. Who hasn't?
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list? My boyfriends (at the time),(separate times). GET OFF ME. yes

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life? 98.9999/100. Idk I'm not gonna do the freakin math
23. Do you have any pets? 2 dogs. Same +1 chinchilla
25. Do you want to change your name? Kinda? I don't like when people ask me how to spell it. It's not hard people. GAH. I want to change my last name 1 day 
26. What did you do for your last birthday? Mall day, then dinner and presents. Read my previous posts if u care that much
27. What time did you wake up today? 9 AM. 8 am -_-
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? Listening to music and taking down posters. Sleeping methinks
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? TBH... BACK 2 SKOOL. to be out of school
31. What is one thing you wish you could change? Idk?? idk
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? YA. yeah he told me i breathed too loud...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? An itch and my teeth. nothing
37. Nickname? Giggles, Lori. :| same
38. Relationship Status? SINGLE. in a relationship
39. Zodiac sign? Cancer. same
40. He or She? Um? IMA GURL. dang labels
41. Elementary? Tumwater, Line Creek and English Landing. yeah
42. High School? Tupelo. yeah
43. College? I don't know yet!!! mississippi state
44. Hair color? BROWN LIKE CHOCOLATE...brown
45. Long or short? Long? middle
46. Height? 5'1". 5'2 maybe
47. Do you have a crush on someone? NO. yes?
48. What do you like about yourself? My eyes and my hair. same
49. Piercings? In my ears. my ears and i had my nose pierced twice but i took them both out & have never been able to put them back in :'(
50. Tattoos? No? no
51. Righty or lefty? Righty. 
52. First Surgery? none excuse me?? I had a tonsilectomy
53. First piercing? ears yeah
54. First best friend? um..savannah
55. First sport you joined? none t-ball
58. First pair of trainers? huh? probably either nike or adidas like i know

59. Eating? Nothing. nothing
60. Drinking? My spit. same
61. I'm about to? Swallow. same
62. Listening to? BLACK UMBRELLA. Lie to me
63. Waiting for? For me to finish this note. nothing

64. Want kids? Yea? sure
65. Get Married? YA!! yes
66. Career? Vet. lol

67. Lips or eyes? Eyes. both
68. Hugs or kisses? Both. dang demanding
69. Shorter or taller? Taller. yeah
70. Younger or Older? Older. dang lol
71. Romantic or spontaneous? Both. But not too romantic. I don't like sappy guys. same
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? Both. ;) lol idc
73. Sensitive or loud? Both. not loud...
74. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship. same
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? Trouble maker. ;) ok??? & i put this on facebook bc???

76. Kissed a stranger? NO. Stranger danger. N/A
77. Drank hard liquor? No. yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts? Yea. a church during a bomb threat
79. Broken glasses? Yea?? yes
80. Broke someone's heart? Idk? who knows
81. Had your own heart broken? I thought so. yes
82. Been arrested? Almost. AGAIN WHY WOULD I PUT THIS ON FB
83. Turned someone down? Yes. yes
84. Cried when someone died? YA. probably i never really knew anyone that died
85. Fallen for a friend? YA. yes

86. Yourself? Shore. sap
87. Miracles? YES. lol
88. Love at first sight? Nah. mmm
89. Heaven? Yea. mmm
90. Santa Claus? DUH? why
91. Kiss on the first date? Sure. dang slut
92. Angels? YA? How else can you explain thunder, lolol. why
93. Had more than one bf/gf? Well yea, but not at the same time. excuse me obviously why did i feel the need to qualify everything
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? No? i mean...he's 30 feet from me
95. Did you sing today? Yea. yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? No. N/A
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? The 70's. I wanna live Dazed and Confused. SAME lol
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? IDK. like i wanna remember last year
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? idk how to answer this q
100. Did you notice the number that got skipped? lol

A very detailed account of my weekend:-\

hello people
i am here to talk about my weekend which is not very exciting but hey at least it's a blog post...
ok so I will start on Friday
I relaxed after my hellish week and tried to recoup from the lack of sleep I got on Wednesday night/Thursday morning bc I was up writing my rough draft...
So I relaxed & tried to sleep throughout Friday but I didn't sleep a wink unfortunately:'-(
Then Daniel had a concert at 7:30 so Steven & I went to support him
I put make-up on and straightened my hair for like the first time in 6 months...
Then we left and I bought myself a frapp and Steven did a survey & got a free large ocean water from sonic (<3life)
So we got to the concert and it was good, my fave song was "entreat me not to leave you" i've been listening to it since then
Then Daniel's fam took us all out to dinner to Bulldog Burger...probably the best burger I've ever had in my life (and yes better than Mugshots) by like 1,000,000!!!!
So Steven & I eventually were able to go to sleep and we set alarms for 6:30 because on Saturday we got to go to Jackson!!! {FUN}ALLY!!!! (just trying to be cute...)
Needless to say we "accidentally" slept in until 8:30 but we quickly packed and were ready by 9:30.
We left and we drove pleasantly until we got to Jackson around 12. Oh yeah, and we stopped for Chickfila breakfast (Steven's favorite)
He got 2 chicken egg and cheese biscuits & a large Diet Coke and I got a 3 ct chicken mini and a spicy chicken biscuit & a large drink... (note to self: don't eat cfa biscuits while driving!!!!!!)
So yeah we got to Jackson around noon, checked in and hung out. Then we went to eat lunch at some point (yes our day revolves around food bye) we ate a P.F Changs...Deluscious...
THEN everyone finally arrived and we went swimming it was very relaxing until a group of like "pre-teen" girls came to the pool and I swear it went from quiet and relaxing to screaming and chaos in like 5 seconds...
So eventually I got SO tired so Steven & I went back to the room while every1 else swam for like another hour...his niece had so much but was avenged when she got a really bad case of swimmer's ear...ouch
Then every1 cleaned up and we went down to the hotel lobby around 5 or 6, because the hotel was having a happy hour where there were snacks like "bar snacks" like cheese and cubes of cheese, pretzels, chips, goldfish etc, and they were serving free drinks!!!
I didn't drink because I just don't like drinking anymore and they were only serving wellwater and wine, both of which were just not my cup of tea (my drink of choice in case any1 cares is an amaretto sour ;))
So Steven ordered a vodka tonic and his mom had wine and his sister got Blue Moon so me and Steven's niece were the only ones not drinking...back to the kiddie table just like my childhood lol jk :\
Then we went upstairs & played Uno & Scattergories then Steven & I went to Panera Bread and brought people food then we went for a drive & then to sleep
Today: will be less detailed
Woke up @ 8am and ate breakfast it was good
Then we packed up and checked out
We drove to the zoo and hung out outside until his fam got there but we convinced them to go to lunch first because we weren't going to stay at the zoo long and we didn't want them to waste their $ bc we r nice like that.
So we went to Olive Garden and we ate I got the usj(sp?)
Then we went out separate ways
We got home around 6 and I've been relaxing since I got back
I showered again (I always feel dirty after being in a hotel idk why)
So yeah that was my weekend
Good talk!

Friday, April 15, 2016

Wow old me

I went through my old facebook and found these notes, so I'm gonna keep the old answers and add new ones.


1. What's your name: Lauren Paige Ostrander?? SUCKA?? GET AT ME.  (embarrassing lol)2. How tall are you: Five/one. (same)
3. What color are your eyes: Green. They're a little yellow too. I mean they change color when I get the sun shined on me, so yeaaaaa. NICK SHACK TELL THEM MY EYES CHANGE COLORS. (why)
4. What color is your hair: Brown. 
5. Are you Male or Female: UM?? IMA GIRL. (ok way to label lauren)
6. What is your best feature (physically): My eyes, and my hair. My bewbs are kinda nice too I guess. (WTF)
7. What's your shoe size: 2-3 depending on the shoe but I'm apparently a 5.5 in Toms. (i guess ab the same like i wear toms anymore)
8. Glasses, yes or no: YEA, RAYBANS. G A M, G O M, & G A L. (yes i still wear glasses)
9. Did you ever have braces: I have them now.... (yes i had them)
10. On a typical day you are wearing: A shirt and some shorts, or in the winter, a shirt and some jeans, probably a sweater too.. (leggings, a t shirt and chacos or converse)
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: A shirt... and shorts. And sox. (same but no socks)
12. work out/exercise about how often: Like once in a while when I get my lazy butt up and do P90x. (like i ever did P90x)

1. Name five of your favorite bands: 30 seconds to mars, MGMT, Sleigh Bells, Owl City, and Coheed and Cambria. (Lady Gaga, Shakira, Miley Cyrus idrk)
2. Name five of your favorite singers: Jared Leto, Andrew VanWyngarden, Claudio Sanchez, Jordan Witzigreuter, and Alexis Krauss. (SAME AS ABOVE & who is Andrew VW and Alexis K?)
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: The Show Goes On, Black Umbrella, and Run The Heart (Loba - Shakira, Roses by the Chainsmokers and BB Talk by Miley Cyrus
4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now:
[Happy tree, I drink smoothies
Don't worry dawg, I'm tryin' to find my shrimp
In the cabbage patch, pink spaghetti
500 crackers I was saving for my granny
Cosmic wings, whoopsie
Let's buy two big industrial windmills
I already got one
Who needs three?
Well, the first one... I broke it]-Black Umbrella; "Miley Cyrus" (THAT WAS A BAD LIP READING WHAT THE HECK) & I'm too lazy to do so atm
5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago:
[But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special]-Creep; Radiohead same
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: KZ 103 but I usually just plug my phone in and listen to it that way. 93.3 or 94.1
7. What's the last CD you bought: Um... Ke$ha from like 2 or 3 years ago. i can't remember the last cd i's probably the same Ke$ha CD.
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: A mix. Same
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: Aly & AJ. Breaking Benjamin
10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: .... 30 seconds to mars. [I put dots to symbolize my extreme thoughtfulness on this question.] Miley Cyrus
11. Name one band/singer you absolutely can't stand: I can't think of any atm
12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of:The A-Teens. Are they still making music? AHHHHH I remember the A-Teens


1. Name your favorite actor: Edward Norton. hmm idk
2. Name your favorite actress: Helena Bonham Carter. ^^^
3. Name your favorite television show right now: American Dad. I don't really watch tv. HTGAWM, House of Cards etc
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: Clerks, Requiem for a Dream, Dogma, Fight Club, Gone Baby Gone Zootopia, How to be single, Primal Fear (I've seen that b4), Oculus (same) & The Conjuring (same again)
5. Your favorite canceled television show: Ren and Stimpy. (idk!)
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: I don't knowww. same
8. You would never watch a movie with: Katelyn... All she does is try and shove her feet underneath my legs... (Alex bc he talks & always makes everyone predict the ending and it takes the fun out of everything)
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: Anything sour I guess. Or Twizzlers. Kazoozles I think or Lifesaver Gummies
10. Three favorite tv channels: Netflix, Hulu, TLC
11. Favorite reality show: I don't really watch tv, but I guess Nick, Bravo and Adult Swim? RHONJ
12. Favorite character on a reality show:All the housewives from Real Housewives of New Jersey. RHONJ

(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)

1. coffee: Starbux. Strange Brew
2. dog: Daisy. same
3. slut: Miley Cyrus. (OUCH!!!!!)
4. candy: Cane. same
5. pole: Santa! (strippers...)
6. ocean: Starfish. (Spongebob)
7. brave: Heart. Merida
8. loving: Daisy. (yeah...)
9. cookie: Monster. (eh)
10. death: Guns. (murder)
11. life: Placenta. (idk)
12. child: Molester...........(innocence)

(bold the one you prefer)

1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life: .... Idk, I'm not good with decisions, OK.... same but i guess i would choose for one innocent man to go to jail for life
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects: A lion. I hate bugs. idk dang
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache: Without love, haha. (??? headache without a doubt??)
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge Bungee jumping off a bridge. i really don't know dang
6. No television OR No music No tv. neither
7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever No more chocolate. same
8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii A trip to Europe. yep
9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one An hour with a future soul mate. same
10. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry No longer able to feel the need to cry. is that really a q
11. Sex without love OR love without sex UM? same
12. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR being loved by someone you don't love IDK......same!


1. Are you currently in a relationship: No? yes
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: No? no
3. Are you a virgin: Yes? N/A
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: Until I get MARRIED N/A
5. How many times have you been "in love": L.O.L twice
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: L.O.L same for one of them
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: Eyes, Teeth and Hands. eyes, smile and laugh
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: Sense of humor, Patience and Intelligence. same
9. Biggest turn offs include: P00P. what the heck
10. Your ideal date would be: GOING TO THE MALL AND SHARING A PRETZEL...going to the movies & then going to dinner
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: IDK, GAH I'M NOT KATELYN, I DON'T OBSESS WITH THIS KINDA STUFF. the grand canyon @ dawn or dusk
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: Um? Idk? yes

(of your friends, who would you say is:)

1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: Katelyn. Steven
2. The most rational: Not Katelyn. Daniel or Meg or Steven
3. The funniest: Me. L.O.L
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: Katelyn. IDK
5. The craziest (but in a good way): Scar. L.O.L.Katelyn
6. The most honest: ME. same
7. The purest: Serena. Meg
8. The smartest: Sarah who's Sarah?
9. The most athletic: Summer. LOL yeah right I guess Rachel
10. The most compassionate: IDK? Daniel or me
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: Katelyn.. For drinking "punch" idk
12. The last one that said "I love you": Daisy?? Steven

Not very good phone survey

1. What is your current ringtone? Apex
2. What is your current wallpaper? 

3. Do you own a picture phone? 
i own an iphone...
4. If so, what was the last picture you took? a p
icture of our dry erase board
5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says? 
"7th (crying cat face)
6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? 27

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? Steven
9. What service do you have? AT&T
10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 5
11. Who’s on your speed dial numbers? 
i don't have any favorites
12. Do you have voicemail? yes
13. How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they? my contacts say 
i have 0 but i know i have at least 1.
14. Who do you call the most? probably either Daniel or Steven
15. How many text messages do you get a month? unlimited
16. Can you send pictures? yes
17. What are the first 2 digits to your number? not including the area code: 32
18. Go to your sent texts…what does the first one say? WRYD
19. What about the 10th? 
i already answered this?
20. Who’s the last person that you called? omg I already answered this, who made this survey
22. Last person that texted you? Katelyn
23. Last person you added to your contacts? like i know
24. How many minutes are on your plan? unlimited?
25. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it? Dad
26. Wanna give out your number? Eh

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

1st real post in a while!

ok just want to apologize for the amount of surveys I've done recently...
I've just been trying to procrastinate (as I am doing at this very moment) and I've also been getting back into the swing of how things used to be
I kinda miss last summer and how some days I would just sit on blogger and talk about nothing...
I'm so so ready to get out of Starkville and hang out with Steven & his family in Jackson, it's gonna be so relaxing, especially after this hell week.
I really just have to get through today, and turn in my proposal/rough draft...and then I should be in the clear, but you never know what they're gonna throw at you next
Professors are trolls 
I've really missed blogging and writing meaningless posts just because it was a nice outlet, and I enjoy reading them back again in the future.
I could def get used to this again!

...last survey probs

The Basics: ok?
Name: Lauren Ostrander
Age: 21
School: Mississippi State University
Nationality: American...?
Hobbies: Blogging, watching Netflix, talking on the phone, listening to music, just basic stuff.
Love Life: what ab it?
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
Do you like someone?: yes, my bf
Does anyone like you?: *knife emoji*
Have you ever kissed anyone?: rly
Hugged anyone in the past week?: yes
Who is your best friend?:
Steven, Daniel
Where did you meet them?: here
Did you lose any friends this year?: i lost them last semester
Gain any?: lol no
Meet a special friend?: idk?? i don't like labels.
Did you hang out with any friends in the past week?: yes, i'm not a hermit
New Years Eve
Did you do anything at midnight?:
Steven & I were playing board games with my parents...ouch
Who did you spend it with?: ^^^
Did you have any resolutions?: none of them happened so lets not rehash the past.
Valentines Day
Did you have a Valentine?:
Did you send out any cards/chocolates/etc?: no...
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on this day?: yes <3
Did you go on vacation?:
Did you hang out on the beach with friends?: lol i didn't bring anyone to the beach with me but my sister brought 2 friends so i just hung out with them & my brother
How long was your summer break?: the same length as any other person's summer break
Did you get a tan?: lil bit
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend during the summer?: yes, but it was a different bf
Did you go trick or treating?:
i don't actually remember
If so, who did you go with?: ^^^
Did you dress up?: ^^^
Was it fun?: ^^^^
Who did you spend it with?:
ok this one is I spent the first portion of it with Steven and then we drove up to Starkville together and were gonna go our separate ways at least until after Christmas, but then Daisy got sick (I KNOW) and my parents ended up bringing her to Starkville to be admitted to the WISE Center... So Steven & I ended up staying for like week in the apt until she was released (she was & has since made a full recovery!) and then we went separate ways :(
Did Santa come to your house?: ....
Did you stay up until midnight on Christmas Eve? probably idk
Your Birthday
Who did you spend it with?:
my family lol and ex bf
What did you do?: went out to eat and they bought me a cookie cake and i opened presents etc, nothing special
What did you get?: i don't even remember honestly
When is it?: July 12
Have You Ever: (Yes or No)
Kissed someone:
Hugged someone: yes
Electricuted yourself: lol nice spelling, and yes
Climbed more than 60 feet: idk
Made a Youtube video: i've made videos, and they've gone on facebook unfortunately but never on youtube
Lied to a loved one: who hasn't
Had a nosebleed: who hasn't
Gotten airsick: mmm idk
Been so bored, you just ate food: yes
Not brushed your teeth for a day: yes, go ahead & shame me now
Not showered for a day: yes
Drank alchohol: what's up with the spelling lol, and yes i have
Smoked: yes
Tried drugs: OF COURSE NOT :0
Had a pet: yes
Ran a marathon: yeah right
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes!
5 Do’s
1. Do you play any instruments?:
no, unfortunately
2. Do you play any sports?: no
3. Do you believe in 2012?: WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
4. Do you like cheese?: yes
5. Do you honestly like Obama?: yes
4 If’s
1. If you get $1 Million for breaking up with your boyfriend/girlfriend, would you?:
2. If you were to get $50,000 for killing a rat, would you?: ...yes
3. If you were to choose between your best friend and your brother/sister, who would you choose?:
4. If you were to choose between coke/pepsi or sprite/7up, which would you choose?: pepsi
3 How’s
1. How old do you want to be when you get married?:
mid-20s, early 30s.
2. How many siblings do you have?: 2
3. How did your last Christmas go? it was good
2 When’s
1. When did you have your first kiss?:
i think it was in the 7th grade but idk i don't want to remember
2. When did you last have a piece of cake?: i think for my sister's bday but i could be wrong
1 What same
1. What would you say if the guy/girl you like right now kissed you?: thanks

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

The fruits of my labor
Here's my ppt that I worked for 4+ hours on...



A – Accidents
01. Have you ever been in a car accident? yes - i don't want to talk ab it
02. Do you have a lot of scars? i have a scar on my forehead from where  i headbutted a fireplace (don't ask)
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone? lol no
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? "by mistake" *knife emoji*
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where? probably on my forehead
B – Beauty
06. Do you consider yourself beautiful? eh
07. Are you self conscious of how you look? sumtimes
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup? i haven't worn makeup in months, sorry
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery? if i was guaranteed to look like Kylie Jenner sure LOL
10. What do you like about your hair? how wavy it is naturally, and how it naturally ombres in the summer
C – Consequences
11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for? a few months...
12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion? trix r for kids
13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people? more so now than i used to
14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you? to act like i don't exist, or to embarrass me in front of large crowd of people i know
15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end? i plead the 5th
D – Dealing (lol thought this was going in another direction...)
16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them? basically make them feel terrible until they start crying then i realize i've made a terrible mistake...or I just ignore them
17. Name a time when you had to be strong. Last semester & 2 summers ago.
18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce ? No, thankfully
19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?  
I used to get hurt and maybe start something...oh high school. Now I just cut them out, if they don't like me they don't need to be around me
20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it. I haven't.
E – Experience
21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs? i've volunteered at some senior homes and I worked for a place I would rather keep confidential lol and then I've worked at my dad's outpatient rehab clinic
22. Do you think that you are experienced, or not at all? eh
23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far? Compared to most, my life has been a breeze, but I've definitely had some times where things weren't easy.
24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)? probably  not
25. How old do you act? probably 19-20
F – Family
26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why? Yes, some people on my mom's side, and because they can't/won't reconcile the things they've done so talking to them is almost as pointless as idk something without a point get off my back
27. If you had to choose, family or friends? Family, but I'd just marry one of my friends and make the other a godfather so ha
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything? eh...yes and  no
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them? i have 2 siblings and i used to get jealous of both of them, but i've come to realize that we are all 3 just too different to compare. Also, we are all great at very different things. "Comparison is the thief of joy" -Theodore/Franklin Roosevelt (idk which one ok)
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members? very rarely...
G – Growing
31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were? I'm 5'1, and 5'4 would be nice, but i like being short
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that? yes, actually
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish? Both, at different times 
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn? def
H – Hope
36. Love – real or not? real
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist? pessimist - i'm jaded not gonna lie
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way? depends...i think "everything happens for a reason" can be a cop out to some people who just don't want to take responsibility for their actions, however, in the case of things like love I do think everything happens for a reason idk i'm complicated ok
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive? N/A
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?  food (i'm drowning myself in popcorn rn and i have 3 oreos that Daniel lovingly spared and Steven said he will bring me a drink from sonic
I – Issues
41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness? just when i have a big assignments looming
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability? weather triggered asthma and thats it i think idk
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex? Steven's kool <3
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world? Sometimes
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away? they don't call this section issues for nothing
J – Jokes
46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke) "that me wing"
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around? it's a 2 way street
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard? sometimes
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day! i don't have the memory capacity lol
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class? lol not here but in high school i did remember +Katelyn Mathis 
K – Knowledge
51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends? to break u
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average? brilliant
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever? 100
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher? do you know how school works
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)? english:-)
L – Love
56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before? yes *heart eyes emoji*
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)? ye
58. Is love worth it? yes
59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months? it makes me laugh but who am i to get in the way of love
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word? the former
M – Money
61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round? yes
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money? above average thankfully
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?  i didn't have to save up, again thankfully
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with? i will answer this how Steven would want me to. I would take the millions.
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you? 6.5 idk
N – Naughty
66. Are you a virgin?
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both!
O – Openness
71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone? 30 mins-1 hour depending on how i like the person, but that doesn't mean i will tell them my deepest darkest secrets
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone? lots & lots of time, and for someone to consistently not betray seriously it's not that hard people
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason? depends how I read the person
74. When are you comfortable with someone? within an hour
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them? i decide as things happen
P – Positive
76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times? hmmmm
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all? definitely
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be? ^^^^^^^^^^^^ somewhere up there ^^^^^^^^^^^^^
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything? mmmm
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was: yes - a past relationship
Q – Questions
81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself? depends on the magnitude of the prob
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation? no thx
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go? again...when is purge 3 coming out
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to? who is jack the ripper
R – Respect
86. How do you show respect? not be myself
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them? act like they're better than me or just lie to me repeatedly
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures? most of the time, when their answers aren't "because i said so"
89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment? i would be told to leave
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness? KILL THEM WITH MEANNESS.
S – School
91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into? I'll be a senior in college next year
92. When will you graduate high school/college? 2 years
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do? hopefully i'll be going to law school
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it? depends
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school? i've been suspended lol
T – Temptation
96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay? who hasn't
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it? yes and yes
98. Why did you do it? i was pressured & wanted to be cool
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing? N/A
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed? i'm strong willed
U – Unique
102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it? eh
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces? depends on what the trends are
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex? N/A
105. What makes you different from people your age? i don't feel the need to hang out with people constantly
V – Value
106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room? who knows
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people? idk but yes i would sacrifice for people i love
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you? hmm idk honestly...
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab? my wallet, chacos, as many clothes as i could carry, my laptop and my phone/chargers (my apt)
Daisy (my house)
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future? well they definitely influence my future decisions etc so idk
W – Wishes
111. If you had three wishes, what would they be? unlimited money, to get into law school, and for daisy to live as long as i do
112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?  both
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them? if u put in the work
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish? read my previous post about mystic the unicorn idk
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen? eh no
Y – You
121. Are you more independent or social? i think i'm more independent
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it? my bank acct
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things? i hope so
124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life? the latter
125. Do you think people are generally good? eh
Z – Zest (ok?)
126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not? yes and no. i'm healthy and i have great friends and family but school is draining
127. Do you go on to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one? no but i will probably idk don't hold me to it
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it? depends on what the change is
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people? ^^^^
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world? idk