Friday, August 28, 2015

It's been a while since I've blogged, but things have been hectic; from moving in to my apartment to early classes and their requirements and what happened yesterday. 
I woke up after about 3 hours of sleep and decided not to sleep through my 8am for the second time this week. I got up, showered, dressed and took Daisy outside, like any other day. I texted my groupmes, and had a very interesting class about Southern Drama. I met up with my friend and classmate and we had breakfast, when we got the text. 
"Maroon Alert: Starkville Campus. 
Active shooter report at Carpenter Hall. Seek safety immediately"
We stared at each other, then got up and things got crazy. Everyone in the union kind of stopped collectively and then the buzz started; "Is this real? What do you do? Where do we go?" Then the running. We ran, everyone ran, and we were running for our lives. And the thing that upsets me is that, even if the suspect never had a gun, and no shots were fired, those words "active shooter" and us not knowing/trusting that he didn't have a gun causes very pure and very real terror. A lot of people smushed into a classroom and we hid under and behind desks. I called my mom, and as my mom and I spoke the room went silent, and someone began praying. I was crying and my breath was shaking as I listened to her asking for protection and my mom telling me that I was okay, and the girl next to me, who I had never seen before in my life, held my hand. We left the building after an all clear was issued, but even then all of our nerves were shaken, and the paranoia set in as we thought there was another assailant on campus. When I made it to Dorman hall, my friend Daniel called me and consoled me, and after that I walked to his apartment and he drove me and my friend home. Overall, the day was the scariest day of my life. Even though, as I said earlier, he apparently never had a weapon, and no shots were fired, the fear and panic that we all, as a student body, felt collectively, was very real. Running blindly, not knowing that you aren't being followed by someone with a weapon that can kill in one shot, hearing my friends say "I love you guys" and truly not knowing if you will ever see any of them again, and feeling absolutely 100% powerless in the situation is absolutely terrible. All I wanted in those last possible moments was to hold my dog and be held by Jorge and to see my family and to let them all know that I loved them. But even after everything was over, one good thing came of this ordeal. I feel a true bond with my bulldog family, and I feel that when push comes to shove even if we may be awful people over yik yak or yeti, etc, we all come together and help each other out in the end. This experience, while truly terrifying, was one of the most beautiful moments of my life.

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Day 3 @ Sunny Seaside

As my title states it is my third day at Seaside, and overall the trip has been very relaxing:-)
We leave this Saturday I believe, and I'll definitely be happy to be home, in my own bed, with my dog but Seaside definitely has a charm that I'll remember.
It's been really relaxing and that's what's different about most of my family trips.
Don't get me wrong, I have fun on family trips, it's just normally every day is planned out from start to finish with an agenda/itinerary each day, and while my parents are fun people, it gets exhausting
And sometimes my idea of a vacation is honestly watching Pretty Little Liars over from season 1 (which is exactly what I've been doing)
Because we have no agenda I have been able to enjoy myself at my own pace
My days have basically been: wake up whenever (anytime between 10:30 and 11:30) 
Eat (today I ate with my dad, but every other day it's been with my brother)
Swim/lay on a chair under an umbrella and read/swim/repeat
Go back to the house and shower
Watch PLL until fam wants to go eat dinner
Maybe go out walking/eat dessert/maybe come back home and watch more PLL and blog while fam are out walking/eating dessert
Play a game with fam (particularly Cranium/Balderdash)
Sleep
Wake up
Repeat
I'll write more as the week goes in but here are a couple favorites:
I Had a Meltdown on 30A (yummy grilled cheese/sandwich food truck)
Pickles (I personally like it but my dad said it was overrated, lol)
V Seagrove (very expen$ive)
Taco Bar (tacos were fresh but my fave part is that if you buy a drink, it's free refills all day:-))
Red Bar (even though they have a very small specific menu, the food is fabulous - the manicotti is amazing - my brother was basically drooling over mine and I gave him my leftovers - he said he wished he had gotten that instead haha)


30 Day Challenge - Day 26: If you had $1,000,000 to spend, how would you spend it?

Well, as a 21 year old in college, I would spend it on a house after I got out of college, and the save up for a rainy day. Idk, of course I would spend a lot of it on food, furnishing the house, and clothes, but I can't think of a really big purchase to be honest. Idk. The only real big purchase I could think of is a nice house

30 Day Challenge - Day 25: A person who fascinates you & why.

Alison DiLaurentis from Pretty Little Liars and Margo Roth Spiegalman from Paper Towns bc they are both mysterious:-)

30 Day Challenge - Day 24: Your favorite movie & what is it about?

Oh gosh, my all time favorite movie...??
That's really really hard to answer because it seems I have monthly favorites.
Okay. This is gonna be embarrassing but a movie I really can never get tired of:
Ironically enough
*drumroll*
Grace Unplugged hahahahahha
I don't know why but I just love this coming of age movie.
Basically it's about this girl, Grace who is the daughter of a one hit wonder turned music pastor.
One day his old manager comes back to say that his one hit wonder has made a comeback and Sapphire Music (record company) wants to give him a job as long as he plays Misunderstood at every concert, but Johnny declines
So Grace covers Misunderstood instead and gets flown out to LA to live out what she thought was her dream (being a popstar and being famous)
But she doesn't realize the stress and pain that goes into stardom as Johnny said, "Oh you are not ready for this"
She eventually meets a guy named Quentin who is interning at Sapphire Music and he helps her come to the realization (over the course of the movie) that her dad isn't the bad guy, and that it isn't her against the world, but instead he thinks that she is fighting God
Grace bails from Hollywood and returns back home to Alabama and sings a heartfelt song titled "All I've ever needed" and it makes me cry my eyes out every time
Even though I did not grow up in a religious household, the father daughter dynamic is very realistic and the denouement at the end is so so touching
Plus the soundtrack, especially Misunderstood and All I've ever needed, is actually really good:-)

Saturday, July 18, 2015

30 Day Challenge - Day 23: Post 5 pictures of celebrities you find attractive

Dermot Mulroney
Joseph Morgan
Daniel Gillies
Evan Peters
& Ruby Rose

Thoughts my brother thinks I have

"So me and my stupid family are at stupidside, oops I mean Seaside
Today it was so muggy and I was so hot and I blamed it on my family so I left because you know what, they're stupid and I'm hot
I had a pineapple mojitio tonight at dinner & I BARELY drank it in spite of my family (stupid)
It's my way at getting back at society
Less resources for the rest of the world
It only takes a snowflake to start an avalanche & I plan on being that snowflake:-)
We then went shopping and I aimlessly toiled around the stupid store
My mom wanted a hat so I told her to pick the ugly one so she would be ridiculed by her peers.
I then decided to get a hat of my own, but this hat needed to be delicious in every way
Not too casual not too formal but not too stupid
Apparently I'm now a "southern hot mess:-)"
I got this to symbolize how it was and how stupid my family is.
Then we went to my stupid neighbors big stupid house
They had 6 beds in one room, which was stupid
I went upstairs to challenge my feeble mind in trivia crack but my stupid brother kept me giving stupid (wrong) answers
Eventually my opponents grew weary and I ran out of pigs to slaughter.
I then had to resort to listening to my stupid family talk to my neighbors about stupid things like family and jobs
Finally we escaped that mental asylum and meandered the streets of Stupidside (oops I mean Seaside)
I took my 2nd shower to once again use up resources of this stupid earth to symbolize how hot it was thanks to my stupid family
Finally I come to end this dreadful day and lay my head to this pillow secretly hoping to wake up somewhere else less stupid"

30 Day Challenge - Day 22: One of your favorite tv shows

ORANGE IS THE NEW BLACK:-)
HOUSE OF CARDS
PRETTY LITTLE LIARS
THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

THE ORIGINALS
SAY YES TO THE DRESS
DANCE MOMS
TODDLERS AND TIARAS

PREACHERS DAUGHTERS

Friday, July 17, 2015

:'-)

Currently sitting in a hotel room in Prattville, AL with my sister and her friend.
We are exactly 3.5 hours away from Seaside - this trip so far so good.
I'm sleepy and as you can guess I've taken my medicine:-)
I have a timer set for 15 minutes so I can remember to eat the other half of my twix bar - it's in the freezer
I'll be honest, I'll probably be asleep in 15 minutes so I will just remember in the morning
Hopefully
The car ride over went smoothly - we borrowed my trainer's mini van, it seats 7 and it was pretty comfortable. Much better than my mom's cramped Mercedes or my dad's equally as cramped Jeep
We had a Tahoe and that seated 8 but we gave it to bae
I listened to Taylor Swift all the way there - "Back to December" :'-(
My sister and her friend turned it on and I immediately turned and stared wistfully off into the distance
I'm excited to get to the beach, but we won't be able to check in to our beach house right away because they have to clean
Well, ab to listen to Stay Stay Stay, then listen to Cox n Crendor while I'm drift off into dreamland:-)
Oh speaking of dreamland, that reminds me of a personality island from the movie Inside Out, omg I love that movie
To me, that movie is better than Frozen!!!!
SN: Still never watched Frozen....
Anyway!! OMG when Bing Bong sacrifices himself so Joy can get back to HQ and he fades away (spoilers)
Famous last words: Take Riley to the moon for me" 
*Weeping*
Well neway, goodnight werld

Thursday, July 16, 2015

AGH

Hello all
I haven't written since my birthday, so I've been slacking a little bit
I'm going to apologize in advance because to be honest I'm on nyquil right now so my post is gonna be a little stream of conscious-y
This post has already taken me like 10 minutes to write because my eyes are falling and I keep getting distracted by Love Lust or Run
I love Stacy's jumpsuit
Did you know that I used to think that Stacy London and Clinton Kelly were a couple
Turns out they really don't like each other
I like Stacy's gray strand of hair
What does "follicular vitality" mean?? I heard a man on the tv say it???
It was a commercial for herbal essences and he was dressed up as a Native American??
That's a little...offensive.
I'm going to the beach tomorrow with my fam and my sister's 2 friends
Hopefully it will be fun
Tbh I don't even really know what there is to do at the mall, haha idk
I mean beach
We are going to Seaside
But at least I am 21
I can just relax with a drink (lol ya right)
Love Lust or Run is back on so I'm going to get distracted
Bye by friends

30 Day Challenge - Day 21: How have you changed in the past 2 years.

Two years ago (2013): I was graduating high school, wrapped up in my own bubble of high school drama and fear of going into college. I was an insecure wreck and I relied on an idiot of a "man" to validate my self-worth. I didn't hang out with anyone until I met bae.

Today (2015): I am a junior at Mississippi State University. I've made really really good friends and have rekindled relationships with some old friends. My relationship with Jorge has really helped to not only boost my confidence in myself as a person but also in my abilities. I'm a kinder, more gentle person with my family and I've accepted my niche at home. Overall, I'm a happier person even if I still do have my quirks/off days. 

30 Day Challenge - Day 20: How important education is to you.

Well, as I'm hoping to go into academia I would have to say that I think education is pretty important. Nuff said.

30 Day Challenge - Day 19: Your biggest regret in life.

All of 7th and 8th grade.

30 Day Challenge - Day 18: A book you could read over and over again and never get tired of.

I could read Shutter Island by Dennis Lehane over and over.
I LOVE the dialogue of the book - it flows so naturally, and it's almost like a movie in your head.
It's one of the smoothest reads I've ever had, and it's so easy to get into.
It takes place over the course of four days, but Lehane does such a good job at incorporating the past with the present & the twists and turns stay just as heartbreaking as ever.
You know it's a good book when you know exactly what is coming up and you know it's a creepy part of the book, but even knowing that, the words still chill you!!!
I could honestly read any of Lehane's books over and over - he is one of my all time favorite authors.
Highly highly recommend:
Mystic River
A Drink Before the War
Darkness, Take my Hand:-{ (bone chilling!!!)
Sacred (probably my least favorite but still amazing)
Gone Baby Gone

OH!!!
Also I can't leave this book out: Gone Girl. It's written by Gillian Flynn, but this is another great book with the same fluid dialogue and narration <3

Monday, July 13, 2015

Bae is best

Hello world and all who inhabit it
I am sitting in the mall currently with bae who is eating peppers:-(
Haha I hate peppers 
Anyways, he asked me to come to the mall because he wanted to get me something for my birthday (again <3)
So we parked at Belk and we walked in
And he decided to buy me a new wallet because the wallet he bought me before actually broke soo I thought that was really thoughtful
I got another fossil wallet but it was a little bigger and has lots of slots for cards <3
I'm blogging on my phone and I keep wanting to use emojis but I know that it won't show up on my blog so ugh
He just said "I'm so glad that I could get you what you wanted, that's so nice" 
And that just makes me happy
Material things don't make me happy but the fact that he goes out of his way to make sure I have what interests me makes me happy 
Best boyfriend ever js 
Anyway, I just wanted to make a short blog post to show my appreciation and I'll be better about posting more in the future
I just got a little distracted haha
Tata

Nice wallet:-)

Sunday, July 12, 2015

30 Day Challenge - Day 17: Your highs and lows of this past year

Well, sometimes it's hard to talk about...
I guess the lowest point for me was when Jorge and I were separated (taking a break)
That was a really hard time for me, I felt constantly nauseous and alone even though he and I spent every day together. 
I don't know. There's just something about going from boyfriend to "friend" and it's just..no, like you're not my friend, I don't want you to be my friend...I want you to be my boyfriend!!!!
But when he asked me if I wanted to get back together (while I was covered in hot sauce because we were eating wings at Harvey's) I almost jumped out of my skin & screamed yes
And then he kissed me for the first time in a month and a half, and I just felt free <3
But with that low came a really important lesson
A lesson I'm sure a lot of people can relate to:
APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE AND DON'T TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED
Especially the little things
A high point was when we got back together haha
Another high point was when my English lit prof said I would "make a strong English major" :-)
Yah<3
Oh yeah, and Christmas, that was pretty good

30 Day Challenge - Day 16: Your views on mainstream music

Bye John

30 Day Challenge - Day 15: Write 15 interesting facts about yourself

1. I am 21 years old
2. I am 1/4 Korean
3. I am an English major
4. I have a very morbid sense of humor
5. If I get uncomfortable, I laugh (often times) very inappropriately
6. I enjoy sad/not happy endings
7. My favorite authors (poetry & prose) are Edgar Allan Poe and Flannery O'Connor
8. I used to be obsessed with British lit, but I've become more interested in American gothic
9. I'm currently watching Gypsy Sisters on TLC & wow they are dumb..."Well I would spell gnome: 'knome' duh"
10. I really really enjoy reality tv...like Toddlers and Tiaras, Dance Moms, SYTTD, etc
11. My boyfriend & I are complete opposites
12. I can be a handful (ask bae)
13. I cry at least once a day
14. I am a slave to my dog
15. I loveeeeee taking Nyquil/melatonin to sleep:-)

30 Day Challenge - Day 14: Your earliest memory

My earliest memory is when my brother and I visited my aunt and uncle in their cabin on Whidbey Island, WA. 
My aunt read me a unicorn book, and it actually scared me because a unicorn was slaughtered. I don't remember why it was so scary but it freaked me out.
I actually cried almost all night and I had to sleep with my brother
That night I wished upon a star (gag me ok) for a unicorn of my own...
The next morning I woke up and there was a stuffed unicorn on my pillow
NO JOKE LIKE HOW WEIRD IS THAT
I know now that my aunt bought it for me...but I wished upon a star IN MY HEAD
Meet Mystic<3
Look how cute she was:-)))

30 Day Challenge - Day 13: Somewhere you'd like to move or visit

Move: Seattle, Albuquerque
Visit: Really anywhere in Europe

Thursday, July 9, 2015

I don't have 20 friends

name the first 12 people that come to your mind

1. Jorge
2.  Meg
3.  Kenzie
4.  Katelyn
5. Nadine
6.  Lilly
7.  Rachel
8. Daniel
9. Steven
10. TJ
11. John
12.  JR

-How did you meet 10?
We met in an elevator - he had a bag of doorstops in his hand lol

-What's your favorite memory with 4?
LOL:-)

-What would you do if you had never met 1? 
I don't wanna talk ab it:0{

-What would you do if 2 died?
I would have no one to sing "live like you were dying to" so I would cry

-Last time you saw 7?
Sometime in May:-(

Is 5 attractive? 
Not my type:-) but yes she's pretty

-How long have you known 3?
Since 2013, so 2 and a half years

-How did you meet number 8?
Jorge forced to watch people play some nerdy game and he was there

-What's your favorite thing about 11?
When he's quiet or not around:-)

-When was the last time you talked to number 6?
Probably a few days ago

Who all has 3 dated?
No one's business:-)

-Who is 2 going out with? 
Liam Neeson

-What grade is 8 in?
Probably a senior in college but idk

-What is 5's favorite music?
Lorde

-Is 12 single?
DO I CARE???

-What's your favorite thing about 10?
He is a nice person when he is not being condescending about crap nobody cares about:-)

-What is the best thing about 3?
She is a good friend, and she is always there when you need her. Plus her snapchats are <3

-What would you like to tell 6 right now? 
TAKE ME TO COMIC CON

-How do you feel about 9?
 

Would you ever kiss 2? Sorry friend

-What is the best thing about 2?
She is the most non judgmental person I know, plus she is a good friend, laughs with me about morbid things and is a slave to her cat. And she sings me "Like like you were dying" & worships morgue from Freak Show

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

"I wonder how these lemon squares are gonna turn out!! I'm so excited" ok Daniel

Hello friends
Today I woke up at 7:25:-( because me, Jorge, his friends Jacob and Cody, cody's friend Ryan and Jorge's cousin Daniel all went to New Orleans
We got there and it was fun
The first thing we did was go to cafe du monde naturally:-)
The beignets were good and every1 got powdered sugar all over them:-)
Hahaha
Then we walked around
My one souvenir from this trip?? Sweat:-)
It was so hot, like beautiful and fun and everything but just roasting
Eventually we decided to eat so we ate at Bayou Burger on Bourban street
It was reasonably priced and the food and service was gr8:-) and the air conditioning in that place?? 5 stars 
Then Jorge had been wanting to get another tattoo for a while and he wanted me to pick the shop and everything so that it would be a good memory that he could associate with moi:-) so I did & he got his name in Japanese on his bicep
(the good thing for me is that it is professionally acceptable and actually cheaper than I expected...like $100 cheaper than what I was expecting:-))
We walked there in first pouring rain (he bought an umbrella) then sweltering heat and we decided that we were not doing that again sooo we called a cab and got a ride to the aquarium because that's where everyone was
The cab driver was so sweet and he offered Jorge and I bottled water and when we made sure it was free he said that it was on him:'-) and then he told us how he was new to America and new to the job and how people were mean and scary and obnoxious:'-(
Shortly thereafter we left NOLA:-)
When we got back in Hattiesburg we ate at zaxbys and now we are at daniel's apartment because he was obsessing over making lemon squares 
I'm here for food but Jorge is here for games and company
Hahaha you can tell what's important in our lives
Tata for now:-)

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

My first time;-)

First tweet? "Hello"
First Facebook profile pic? 
Kill me...

Do you still talk to your first love? Hahah no
What was your first alcoholic drink? Hunch punch, bye Steven & Gibson
What was your first job? Cici's Pizza - I don't want to talk ab it
What was your first car? 2011 Kia Soul <3 

Who was the first person to text you this morning? Nadine:-)
Who was the first person you thought of this morning? Bae, whats new
Who was your first grade teacher? Miss Harmon, she was so nice & came to my bday party:-)
Where did you go on your first airplane ride? Probably to visit my grandparents in Albuquerque, NM
Who was your first best friend & do you still talk? Savannah Anderson, and no we never talk. We live in different states haha
Where was your first sleepover? Probably Savannah?
What was your first concert you ever went to?  Lol, still never been to one. A little bitter, not gonna lie
First broken bone? Never broken a bone:-)
First piercing? My ears
First foreign country you've ever visited? Nicaragua:^)
First movie you remember seeing? Dumb & Dumber:-D
When was your first detention? Saturday school in 6th grade because I never brought my gym uniform
Who was your first roommate? Maria...just no
If you had one wish, what would it be? For Jorge to stop trying to get me to play Mario something with him, like ugh bye
What was the first sport you were involved in? T ball...hit a homerun...for the opposing team
What is the first thing you do when you get home? Take my pants off?
When was your first kiss? I don't want to talk about it haha (7th grade)


30 Day Challenge - Day 12: Your day in bullets


  • Woke up
  • Got in the shower
  • Got ready
  • Ate at O'Charleys with bae (got a chicken ceasar salad, rolls & harvest chicken soup)
  • Hung out at Best Buy for a little
  • Drove around
  • Ended up at USM
  • Went to Barnes & Noble:-)
  • Came home & blogged a little
  • Almost slept
  • (Currently) getting a foot rub:-)
  • Jacob arrived
  • Ate at Tabella's 
  • (Currently) at Top Tier board game bc I'm overruled (3-1)
  • Listening to people play DND:-(
  • Played apples to apples:-)
  • Went to Walgreens & bought nyquil
  • Back at Jorge's & (currently) doing this while Jacob, Jorge & Daniel play something on the Wii U
  • We dropped Daniel off
  • Then we passed out:-)

Throwback tag

What year were you born? 1994
Do you have any pictures of yourself when you were younger? If you do, show them. 
Coming home from the beach...probably pretty annoyed haha
Back when Sydney was like a little baby:-( & wanted to be just like me:-(
Got that shirt on sale....
We weren't dolls mom....
What TV shows did you watch growing up? I watched Full House, Boy meets World, Home Improvement, Amanda Show <3, That's so Rave, Suite Life of Zack & Cody, etc
What did you want to be when you grew up and do you still want to be that? When I was younger, I wanted to be a hairdresser/astronaut & no I do not want to be either of those. Then I wanted to be an author, & I would love to do that:-) & then I wanted to be a waitress...I watched Hilary Duff in A Cinderella Story and it all went downhill from there...
Show a video from when you were younger: https://www.facebook.com/paige.ostrander.5/videos/t.1077986868/1380722439819/?type=2&theater VIEW AT YOUR OWN RISK
What were your favorite toys? View day 7 of my 30 day challenge plz
Three songs you loved to listen to when you were a child? Lucky by Britney Spears</3, Genie in a bottle by Christina Aguilera and Fruit Salad by the Wiggles
What was one funny thing you dressed up as for Halloween when you were a child? I dressed up as a Blue from Blue's clues but I was actually pissed about it because I thought Blue was a boy & I didn't want to be a boy....I was ignorant to gender ideals/norms:-(
Are there any special things you've kept from when you were a child? NoPe not really bc we moved around so much that everything I have ever owned was lost:-)
What was something weird you used to do as a child? everything
What's the scariest thing you remember when you were younger? everything scared me as a child so my dad printed a label off the internet that said "monster spray" and covered a febreze can and would spray our room every night haha...Ironically vampires mostly scared me hehe now I want to be 1
How is the world different than how it was when you were a child? I've learned that the world really doesn't revolve around me, and that people really didn't pay as much attention to me as I thought they did. Also, iPhones

Monday, July 6, 2015

40 Basic Beauty Questions Tag

Skincare:
How many times do you wash your face daily? Once in the morning, after my shower.
What type of skin do you have? (dry, oily, combo)? Depends on the time of year. During summer it can/will get oily & during the winter it can/will get really dry, so I guess combo?
What is your current facial wash? Clean & Clear Morning Burst Shine Control Facial Cleanser (Oil Free)
Do you exfoliate? I tend to avoid exfoliating my face (with my sugar scrub) because I use my Clairsonic which, coupled with the morning burst beads, exfoliates really well. But ya, I do exfoliate my bod every once in a while:-)
What brand do you use? Burt's Bees Cranberry/Pomegranate sugar scrubs
Do you have freckles? No, but what if I did..?
Do you use eye cream? No
Did you or do you have acne prone skin? I'm human so I break out every once in a while soo idk
Did you ever have to use Proactive? I've used it before because my friend used it & I would never pay $ for it, it smells awful!!

Makeup:
What foundation do you use? Honestly, I just use Maybelline BB cream in medium light...
How about concealer? I usually don't use concealer & when I do, I just use my mom's so idk the brand sorry
Do you know your undertone color? According to popsugar.com my undertone color is cool - seems pretty accurate
What do you think of fake eyelashes? I've worn them once when I was a watermelon in my ballet recital...I didn't like the glue, but I would try again!!!
Did you know that you are supposed to change your mascara every 3 months? Ok?? Do u think I'm gonna??
What brand of mascara do you use? Maybelline Great Lash
Sephora or MAC? Sephora
Do you have a MAC pro card? Lol, no
What makeup tools do you use in makeup application? I use 4 brushes. I use my respective glominerals brushes for blush & foundation, and then I use ecotools brushes for my eyeshadow, blending eyeliner & eyebrows:-)
Do you use makeup base/primer for eyes? I have a Too-Faced eye primer sample and didn't really see the difference so I just cover my face in BB cream
How about for your face? ^^^
What is your favorite eyeshadow? I like Half-Baked and Chopper:-) from the UD Naked 2 palette
Do you use pencil or liquid eyeliner? I used to use eyeshadow and an angle brush for a long time but now I currently use a pencil:-)
How often do you poke yourself in the eye with an eyeliner pencil? I don't wanna talk ab it
What do you think of pigment eyeshadow? It looks glittery & I wud love some but bae would not approve
Do you use mineral makeup? I use glominerals powder in Honey Light, & I sometimes use my blush in Hibiscus, other than that, no
What is your favorite lipstick? Clinique Chubby stick - Graped up:o)
How about lipgloss? No thx
What is your favorite blush? Currently I'm using the NYC mosaic color wheel and its really pink with some darker rose and gold accents - it's really pigmented but light enough for summer
Do you buy your makeup on ebay? That sounds sketchy idk
Do you like drugstore makeup? Yes
Did you ever consider taking makeup classes? maybe
Are you clumsy in putting makeup on?  On other people yes but not on me:-)
Name a makeup crime that you hate? People that use foundation that is too dark for their skin & then don't blend
Do you like colorful shades of makeup or neutral? Depends...during the summer I tend to go for more shimmery neutrals, but during the winter, I will lean more towards jewel tones like plum or turquoise
Which celeb always has great makeup? Not gonna lie, all the Kardashians look pretty gr8
If you could leave the house using just one makeup product what would it be? Rose water hydration mist - Mario Badescu
Could you ever leave the house without makeup on? Every day that I have a class before 12:45 hahah 
Do you think you look good even without makeup on? Is that a trick question Regina George??
In your opinion what is the best makeup line? I like Benefit a lot, & I like Urban Decay
What do you think of makeup? It's gr8

30 Day Challenge - Day 11: Put your iPod on shuffle & write down the first 20 songs that pop up

Does an iPhone count...?

1. Black Widow (feat. Rita Ora) by Iggy Azalea
2. This is How We Do by Katy Perry
3. In the Sun by Joseph Arthur
4. Team by Lorde
5. Animal by Neon Trees
6. Trap Queen by Fetty Wap
7. Broken (feat. Amy Lee) by Seether
8. Blank Space by Taylor Swift
9. Holy Grail (feat. Justin Timberlake) by Jay-Z
10. I'm Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance
11. Raise Your Glass by P!nk
12. Dark Horse (feat. Juicy J) by Katy Perry
13. Misunderstood by AJ Michalka from the Grace Unplugged Soundtrack
14. Jealous by Nick Jonas
15. Talking Body by Tove Lo
16. Helena (So Long & Goodnight) by My Chemical Romance
17. Fancy (feat. Charli XCX) by Iggy Azalea
18. Under Pressure by MCR & The Used
19. I Don't Wanna Be In Love (Dance Floor Anthem) by Good Charlotte
20. Landslide by Fleetwood Mac

30 Day Challenge - Day 10: Your guilty pleasure (or pleasures)

Ok, just right off the bat writing the word pleasure is creepy to me...
Moving on

1. Non-diet soft drinks:-)
Recently, I've made a lifestyle change, including a change in diet, and a workout twice a week. Well the thing that was the hardest to give up: non-diet soft drinks. I LOVE DR PEPPER & to see it go bye bye is :'-(
UPD8: currently drinking a diet dr. pepper </3

2. Binge watching basic shows on Netflix
Including but not limited to, Orange is the new black, The Vampire Diaries, TVD spinoff The Originals, House of Cards, Gossip Girl, etc etc

3. Watching cheesy movies & crying shamelessly
Including but not limited to, Cyberbully, Grace Unplugged and that's really all I can think of atm...

4. Eating late at night
As my delusional melatonin induced self candidly tweeted last night:

5. These kind of blogposts

Sunday, July 5, 2015

idk what to call this post but here you go frands:-)

Well today was interesting today
I woke up at around 10 and alerted my mom of the crisis that was having Frieda Kahlo eyebrows on the day I went to see bae, ouch!!
So she plucked my eyebrows and it made my eyes water but beauty is pain </3
Then I showered and started packing/getting ready
Then I had that caffeine attack and it freaked me out
Eventually I left & enjoyed my drive to bae's
Not gonna lie, I listened to some old emo music that I used to really like
Someone take me to a My Chemical Romance concert...I'll go with u idc
I arrived in Hattiesburg & Jorge bought me Zaxby's wow
Much better than Abners js
Then he took me home & showed me the present he bought me as an early bday present
Story time:
I actually sent him the link to the forest nymph Alex & Ani bracelet from the Pursuit of Persephone collection and I sent him every bit of information about the bracelet except the price....
Turns out that's the only part he actually cares about hahaha
        "I could care less what it even looks like"
Ok bb
<333
Then he went & got himself sumtin to eat & now we are back here.
I'm blogging & probably ab to sleep soon bc melatonin:-) & he is playing a video game (what's new)


30 Day Challenge - Day 9: If you could have any job in the world what would it be??

Tbh, I really don't see myself being anything but a teacher...don't really wanna be an actor, don't really wanna be a singer...I could be a groupie because all I'd have to do is stalk bands:0) I'll just stick with teaching, & researching (as Jorge would put: =])

C ya friends:-)

30 Day Challenge - Day 8: A Moment You Felt the Most Satisfied with your Life

...ok??? IDK

TOO MUCH CAFFEINE CAN KILL!!!

Ab to leave to go to Hattieburg to see bae...
Would have left already if hadn't been stupid & taken not 1 but 2 hydroxycuts on an empty stomach!!!
I thought my heart was gonna beat out of my chest!!!
My dad was so sweet tho & got me some orange juice & made me something to eat <3<3<3
He even sat down & ate with me 
Love him
I'm feeling better now tho - I thought it was pre bae jitters (I usually get them when I'm within an hour from his house) but when it took me 10 minutes to get my earrings in I knew something was different 

Saturday, July 4, 2015

30 Day Challenge - Day 7: Your favorite childhood toys

Oh gosh...
 I'm going to limit this list to 5 because I could probably go on & on.

1. Aquapets
Really not sure what I even did with these things but wow, I was obsessed.

2. Tiny Toons Lola Bunny Doll
So this obviously isn't the doll itself but I remember walking around our townhouse with her own tow - I didn't go anywhere without my Lola bunny & then one day I woke up and she was gone. I couldn't find her anywhere...it still messes me up when I think about the hours I spent looking for her!!! </3

3. Fur real friends
I had this "dog" & the cat - I was veryyyyy attached to my fur real friends because as a child I was severely allergic to both cats and dogs. The dog allergy subsided for the most part now, but I still can't be around cats. I will get my roommates a fur real friends cat since they all want one so badly lol

4. 102 Dalmations Oddball Doll
After "losing" (She was stolen by some kind of demon) Lola bunny, I was able to pick a replacement from Blockbuster (back when BB was cool:-)) and I picked her because I had an obsession with dogs (what's new) & if you pushed a button on her back her tail would wag <3

5. Betty Spagetty
Betty Spagetty was number one - even over Polly Pocket. Polly was a little high up on the horse for me but Betty, she understood me

EXTRA: 
Ok, I don't know this baby's name but I do know she was my thing before Lola Bunny & Oddball!!! She was so cool. My brother had the same dinosaur but in green <3 & when you clicked on their chest they would say "grrrr, I'm a dinosaur!!!" and then they had a zipper on their back, and if you pulled out the "shell" you could invert the dinosaur so they would inside their egg! Then you could do the opposite & they "hatched"!! Like this:
Here is Mitchy's dinosaur half hatched!!!

30 Day Challenge - Day 6: Your zodiac sign & if you think it fits your personality

Cancer Personality Traits:
Emotional & loving
Intuitive & imaginative
Shrewd & cautious
Protective & sympathetic
Changeable & moody
Overemotional & touchy
Clinging & unable to let go

I do feel like these traits fit my personality:-)

Friday, July 3, 2015

This rain doe....

^^^^
Woke up this morning to a very loud emergency alert...
& I feel like I will receive more.
It is pouring down rain right now...it literally came on so fast, like it sounded like a *huge* bucket of water just fell from the sky all at the same time
I mean...that's kind of what all rain is but it was loud & sudden
I'm a little sleepy
And I'm craving ramen but the rain has stopped me:
Like it knew "no eating late at night"
It's fashion friday on TLC so I am watching reruns of Dare to Wear, Brides Gone Styled, Love Lust or Run & SYTTD
Today Nadine came over & we went to Mugshots <3
Then Sydney & I went to Walmart with Meg (it was pouring down rain)
blah blah blah
Watching suite life of zack & cody:-)
I WANT RAMEN god

30 Day Challenge - Day 5: Your favorite comfort foods & why

1. Popcorn - 
    Luv popcorn:-)
Light butter, movie theater butter, salted, cheesy, skinny pop
Popcorn's gotten me through a lot of hard times

2. Ichiban sushi - 
    There's almost nothing better than coming back from Stark once in a blue moon & booking it to Ichiban with Meg. I can devour crispy shrimp & a Cali roll, omg - my mouth is just watering thinking about it

3. Ramen:-) -
    Yummy...a little sour cream & soy sauce!!! MMMMM

Ending this post now bc I'm probably about to go make some ramen, c ya

Thursday, July 2, 2015

30 Day Challenge - Day 4: Your views on religion

This video does a lot of the work for me, really
I couldn't have said it better or more eloquently but of course I am going to elaborate with personal stories:-)
Now for those who don't know (everyone) & the few who do lol, I'm not originally from the south, tho I do claim *insert city I live in here* I've learned a lot here - both good & not so good
Surprisingly, tho I HATE WITH A PASSION hypocrites & judgmental ignorant townies, I'm not jaded:-)
I'm studying religion at Mississippi State, (it's a minor, so it's only a handful hours, but I'd like to get my Ph.D in religious studies)
I've learned a lot of patterns about certain denominations (or demoninations) as I like to put it lol ok sorry
But that's not important when it comes to a vague overview of religion as a whole
My main views/studies are on religion as a cultural force & how people often* use religion to scapegoat an innocent faction of people (ie: homosexuals:-()
I also am interested in how people will read the bible LITERALLY >:-(
Now most people haven't been trained to read IN THE CULTURAL CONTEXT IN WHICH SOMETHING WAS WRITTEN
& that is something I don't blame people for
As an English major I BETTER BE ABLE TO DO THAT IN MY SLEEP lol or what the hell would I be in school for
But it's mostly the selective reading that pisses me off honestly because if you know how to read then you are to be held accountable
Now somewhere in Leviticus (not sure the exact chapter & verse - if u know it u can comment it down below idc:-)) they write about how "homosexuals" "blood will be upon them" but a few verses above/below it talks about not wearing mixed fibers, not planting seeds in the same whole & not eating SHELLFISH
Excuse me
Personally I feel if people are going to condemn people for loving someone (which is an abomination!!!!!) they should also be condemned for eating shrimp:-) but since that's stupid why don't we all just mind our own business?? No? Ok.
Now back to reading, anything, but for our purposes (the bible) in the cultural context in which it was written
Perhaps, just maybe, homosexuality was considered a sin (??) because in that time, the main goal was procreation...obviously, 2 men or 2 women can't conceive naturally, just not gonna happen, so that, the complete lack of procreation, was considered an abomination - not the fact that it's 2 men or 2 women
A man (not sure of his name, but I remember this fact from an AMAZING DOCUMENTARY "for the bible tells me so" on Netflix) was stoned to death for pulling out so he wouldn't get his partner pregnant...should people on birth control be stoned?!!!! (Some may think so, but for those who selectively read, I don't think u do - things to think about...)
This post has gotten off topic a little but it's very true at the core
My intention of this post was not to offend anyone...just posting my personal opinions

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Summer Favies

Well, as I'm "watching" Katelyn "swallow" her selfie stick I'm trying to write a blog post so she has "something to read tonight"
So, Katelyn/fool, here ya go:

SUMMER FAVORITES (so far):
Movies: 
Well, I really haven't watched many movies this summer...
I watched the Duff with my sister & it was pretty funny <3
Meg & I watched Insidious Chapter 3, and compared to the first 2 chapters, especially chapter 2 it was just no...the only redeeming quality: Dermot Mulroney :-) and the return of Elise ("so that's what that was about")
I recently watched "Spy" with Nadine and I'm so glad we decided to watch that over Poltergeist
My summer faves for movies so far are honestly not the movies that I've watched in theaters...
It's mostly Grace Unplugged, Cyberbully & Mean Girls.

TV Shows:
My number 1: ORANGE IS THE NEW BLACK 
    So okay: OITNB season 3 was released EARLY on June 11th, & since that date was looming over me, in my spare time ALL I did was rewatch season 1 & 2. I forgot how much I love the characters...& how much I hated Piper!! Ugh. Still to this day, I'd like to try minimum security (for 5 minutes LOL!)

The Originals
   Not much to say other than hey Klaus <3 & Elijah!!! Be with Hayley. & Hayley, even tho you're betrothed to Jackson, no. & Jackson, how can you even talk if you were cursed to be a wolf for the better part of every month. & Davina, you literally suck...and how do you stand laying around in bed in DRESSES all day. No.

Music:
Well I've mostly been relying on my BeatsMusic playlist but I've been really really into Lorde again <3
Luv my queen
& I'm a little ashamed but I've been listening to Miley Cyrus, "Trap Queen" by Fetty Wap & "Loyal" by Chris Brown
Haven't really listened to anything new...
OH, THE FRESHMAN BY THE VERVE PIPE <3
& basically anything on Top Hits Radio &/or 90s Alternative radio

Beauty products/makeup:
I've been really into the Naked 3 palette...I love Chopper on my lid & Verve on my inner corner as a highlight
I usually use Glomineral products, but since I can only get them from my the laser center connected to my dad's clinic in New Albany, I've recently bought 2 blushes from Walmart - they're both NYC & they're both very* pigmented. Love.
I've also switched back to using a pencil eyeliner as opposed to using eyeliner and an angled brush - it's been pretty so far.
As far as my lips go, since it's summer, I mostly just use chapstick or this certain Glominerals lipstick (it's a little darker for a summer shade) but oh well!! Don't judge me.
As for my hair, I have changed it up a little: to make my hair more curly (like Lorde's!!!) I have started using a mousse by Garnier (it's so light & doesn't make my hair crunch) as well as Garnier Beach Chic Texturizing Spray:-)
To protect my hair from heat (of the blowdryer & possibly a curling iron), I use a Sebastian Trilliant Heat Protectant with a sparkle complex - sn: it smells like watermelon:-) If u want to purchase it you can buy it at Ulta (when I ran out I had a hard time finding it...)
OH & finally, the lifesaver: LOREAL Boost High Lift spray - spray a little on your roots, flip upside down, blowdry & voila <3

Clothing Items:
Since it's summer & in MS it's sweltering hot and it feels like you are breathing water at all times, I tend to stick to Nike shorts and a tshirt. My brother got me this really nice lavender 30A shirt from Rosemary Beach <3 It's one of my faves & Katelyn never fails to ask to borrow it. Yah right!
My mom bought me a Roxy kimono, it's very thin & so comfortable - love to wear it with shorts, a tshirt & some chacos or sumtim
http://imgau2.surfstitch.com/product_images/RJWT3022BTN7-ROXY-1.JPG (here is pic:-))
As for shoes, you can catch me in my white converse (with socks!!), my floral birkenstocks, chacos or Mossimo wrap sandals:-)

That about wraps up my faves:-)
C ya

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

2 near death experiences & a polite toilet...?

Today was...eventful.
I hung out with Katelyn...had a stoic server at O'Charleys...awkward.
Then we came back and watched "Imaginary Playmate" which is a Lifetime movie:-)
It was...scary?
Then she went home to watch PLL at "6" :-( & I hung out with Nadine at the mall for like 2 hours.
We just sat in the food court it was relaxing, then we went to pick up Katelyn & we went to Ballard park
WE GOT STALKED BY A TRUCK
It deliberately drove away and then even more deliberately MADE A U TURN no
So as you all can guess we drove away as fast as possible!
Then we went to McDonalds (gotta stop doing that...no more eating after 9) & ate mcflurries
I went to a gas station to wash my hands bc they were sticky (sn: inside the bathroom there was a lovely handwritten note on a paper towel that read: "if u sprinkle when u tinkle be a sweetie and wipe the seaty") ok?? I definitely didn't use that seaty
Then when I was walking out I was approached by some obnoxious guys across the road and was like NO!!! I drove away quickly it was not our night I was just no
Then we drove around some more & just talked, then eventually I dropped them both off, & got home but Daisy was acting weird...
Maybe she had a run in with an "imaginary playmate"
But now she is sleeping (what's new) :-)
GN!

30 Day Challenge - Day 3: Top 5 Pet Peeves

1. People that say "I hate drama" but then do nothing but start it!!!
    I know this one will make a lot of people roll their eyes like hello cliche, & trust me I'm one of you - in high school I was this person as most people probably are/were but since graduating & spending time at a university (don't get me wrong there is drama!!) there is significantly less...like if my roommate comes home from a bad rehearsal & needs to vent about people in the cast, I will listen and though I try to remain objective, of course I will sort of bad mouth whoever she is pissed at because that's what a good friend does!!! There is a big* difference between doing that and saying "drama sux" then turning around & telling your "friend" that her "friend" said her hair looked stringy (idk ok) & then popping popcorn to watch the inevitable twitter fight. Ugh.

2. People that tap their feet in class.
    Like I'm okay with a constant tapping...and I'm okay with a constant shaking but that person that will keep their feet still and then randomly like their possessed stomp their foot 3 times!!!! Is you okay??? I hate that...makes me ill just thinking about it...I can't...i'm weird ok

3. People that act like they know more about my relationship/my boyfriend than me!!!
     GOODBYE

4. Hypocrites...
    Especially about religiosity. Just no. Goodbye TC. It's been real, it's been fun but it has NOT been real fun. I am not a very religious person, though I'm studying religion at Mississippi State. Here is an example of my personality: "I want to name my dog Lorde" "Lorde with an E or with just a D" "Well I obvi want to my name my dog after my queen, but definitely with an E bc that would be sacrilegious!!" This is a dumb example but even though I don't particularly practice a certain religion/denomination doesn't mean that you shouldn't respect it (even if you don't agree with certain principles). The point is that there are extremists on both sides of the spectrum - both sides being militant atheists & fanatical Christians, & I just feel like both should respect each other's beliefs system whether they believe in it or not. I don't understand what is difficult about that.

5. Condescending people
    Dear people that act like you know more than me because you are book smart but are actually socially retarded,
C YA IN HELL.

30 Day Challenge - Day 2: Where you would like to be in 10 years

ALIVE!!! Lol.
In 10 years (& 12 days) I will be 31 years old... ouch
I would like to be teaching American Lit at some college - I'd love to teach at Mississippi State, but obviously I would need to think about my (hopefully!) spouse, Jorge & where his job takes us.
That reminds me: I would like to be married with at least 1 child (so far).
I would like to be working while in school to get my doctorate:-)
There's really not much more that I want at least atm...
Just a job, degree & fam - pretty simple aspirations haha

Friend Post #2

Introducing: Katelyn
This girl....we go back.
We met in 9th grade & only hung out once, but once 10th grade came around
we were inseparable!!!
We had conversations like these:

"Whose spit was it?"
"I don't even know"
"Why didn't you breathe through your nose?"
"I was kinda distracted."

"Katelyn what are you doing?"
"walking around my house"
"no you're not, you're laying in your bed"
"yeah, I am i don't know why i said that"

"corn is such a cute name for couples"
"what?"
"its a cute name for a boyfriend to call his girlfriend. HAYY corncob"
"would you want caleb fairley to call you corncob?"
"no"

Watching mean girls - kinda reminds me of how we used to be...
With all of our good days, we've had our bad days
but we are back to happy times:-)
Back to riding around, late night mcdonalds, watching movies and eating and talking like we used toooooo
I missed it bc even though college is 100x better than high school,
Kate has & always will be one of the best friends I've ever had
Love u Kate!!! Enjoy PLL @ "6" <3

Monday, June 29, 2015

I WILL FINISH LATER (I finished)

So in case anyone is confused, the bold parentheticals are my current answers and the regular answers were from June 29... I found this in my drafts and it was funny....
~*The Basics*~ Your full name:  Lauren Paige Ostrander
--What does it mean?: excuse me  
Your birthday:  July 12, 1994
Height:  5'1
Eye colour: Green
--Do you like it?: Yes
Natural hair colour: Medium-dark brown
--Do you like it?: Yes, but I currently have an ombre so my hair is lighter rn (not nemore!)
Gender: Female
Religion: Agnostic
--Have you ever changed religions?: I've switched from Christianity to agnosticism....not really a change idk  
Race: White...? 1/4 Korean...? 
Heritage: AMERICA (rly)
Where do you live?: Mississippi
Have you ever moved cities or countries?: I have moved cities several times
Your job: Student @ Mississippi State <3 {bulldog4life} (screw MSU)
--Do you enjoy it?: Yes (No)
~*Favorites*~ 
Movie: (OMG too much pressure!!!)
TV show: Orange is the new black (Lie to Me or HTGAWM or House of Cards)
TV character: Klaus Mikaelson from the Originals <3 (Frank Underwood or Claire Underwood or Doug Stamper)
Movie character: (Cher lol)
Book: (i've read too many boox)
Literary character: (i guess Heathcliff)
Author: (what's with all these labels???)
Band: N/A
Song: N/A
Type of music: Pop, hip hop & 90s alternative (eh yeah kinda)
Instrument: Piano (or violin)
Cereal: Special K chocolate (sure)
Fast food place: Zaxbys:) (or Umi)
Dessert: (Cookie cake)
Country: USA (eh)
City: Kansas City or Seattle (Washington DC)

Place to travel: (Europe, idk?)
Airline: Southwest...? IDK!!! (lol)
Shampoo/conditioner: Dove (sure)
Lotion: St. Ives orrrrrr Aveeno idk
Subject in school: Literature
Teacher: Mr. Hinds (11th grade) (or Dr. Mallory-Kani)
Province: This isn't Canada unfortunately  
State (if you're American): idk!
Football team: MSU BULLDOGS:) (please)  
Hockey team: (whatever the dream team was)
Athlete: like i know
Sport to play: none 
Sport to watch: baseball or as the spanish language would say "beisbol" (lol)
Fruit: strawberries/raspberries/blackberries:-)
Vegetable: baked brussel sprouts:)
Snack: (anything savory:-))
Meal: anything from ichiban
Restaurant: ichiban.... (kinda over it but not completely)
Grocery store: Walmart (I CAN NEVER FIND MY WAY OUT OF KROGER) (i've discovered my way out of Kroger)
~*Have You Ever*~ 
Gone on a blind date?: heck no that's dangerous 
Flown in an airplane?: yes 
Thrown up on an airplane?: no 
Peed in the shower?: yes...?
Peed your pants after you hit double digits?: in my sleep maybe idk i don't wanna talk about it  
Enjoyed Shakespeare?: Yes <3 king lear:'-( (why did i even put king lear???)
Been to the opera?: no
Been to the theatre?: yes
Streaked?: no 
Seen a streaker?: no 
Been mooned?: no...
Mooned someone?: (N/A but no)
Flipped someone off?: yes...I just flipped my window off bc there is a bird that keeps slamming into it!!!! (this made me LOL!)
Been in a fist fight?: no 
Been drunk?: yes, I hate it - I can't drink judge me (it's awful)
Had alcohol poisoning?: probably...don't chug hunch punch, just no (thank u Steven ily)
Been walked in on while you're naked?: yes 
Slept in a snowbank?:  WHAT (okay? is this perks of being a wallflower lol)
Made a snow angel?: yes 
Lost any teeth?: I am a full grown adult so yes, all of them  
Been in the hospital?: yes 
Been in a major accident?: no
Burnt yourself?: yes i stuck my hand in a boiling pot of water...don't ask (i don't even know why i did that) 
Passed out?: when i do a leg workout (lol)
Watched a soap opera you didn't understand?: i don't watch soap operas
Prank called 911?:  no
Made fun of emos?: yes, & i was a (wannabe) emo don't judge!!! 
Acted like an emo, just to see what it's like?:  YES!!^^^^
Cheated on a test?: not that i can remember
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
Lied to get out of trouble?: yes 
Started a fire?: yes, in my room in my trashcan it burned my carpet, i got the lighter taken away (lol)
Roasted a marshmallow?:  yes
Set a marshmallow on fire?:  yes
--How many times?:  i don't count my failures (OMG)
Wanted to drop out of school?: yes  
--Did you?: no
~*Randoms*~ 
Are you single or dating?: dating (true but not)
If single...do you like anyone?: n/a 
--If so, who?: n/a 
--Why?:  n/a
--Do you have a chance with them?:  n/a
If taken...who?: Steven Romero
--How long?: 6 months
--Are you happy?: yes <3
Last 4 digits of your phone number: 6251
Your house number:  lol (ok did jeffrey dahmer write this survey)
Why are you taking this survey?: i am bored af (same)
What school do you go to?:  Mississippi State University
--Do you like it?: yes (no)
Your school colours?: maroon & white
Your school teams' name?: bulldogs  
Ever been on a sports team?: yes 
--If yes, what was the name of it?: i was a cheerleader for the panthers...other than that i don't remember the names bc i block out bad memories (same)
--Did you enjoy it?: heck no 
What do you want to be when you grow up?:  an english professor (oh how things change...I'd like to be a lawyer)
--Why?:  because i have always wanted to teach & i want to teach students that are actually interested not punk high school kids that don't care (because I feel that I would be good at it and it interests me, is that good enough for u)
Any plans for the near future?: within 5 years I would like to be working on my MA (studying for the LSAT, and getting into a law school)
What are your views on capital punishment?: depends on the crime (eh yeah kinda)
--Nuclear weapons?: bring em on lol (excuse me lauren)
--Euthanasia?: are we nazis? if no then go away (...)
--The Canadian government?: smart 
--The American government?: corrupt (anyone seen house of cards, good joke america) (eh yeah kinda)  
--The European Union?: idk anything about them tbh (same)
--The UN?: FDR:) back then it was league of nations tho (thanks for the irrelevant history lesson...)
--Can you tell me who the Secretary-General of the UN is?: ban ki-moon (i googled:-)) (LOL)
What was your favourite grade of elementary school?: probably none idk 
--Why?: bc they were all terrible! 
What are you wearing right now?: a maroon shirt that say "maroon madness" & black nike shorts whats new  (A black shirt and blue nike shorts, nothing's changed)
--Any particular reason why?: i wanted to be comfortable 
What was the last thing you ate?: o'charleys:o) (perry cafeteria:-((()
If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?: apricot lol or cerulean or.........lavender <3 (i'm ok with any of those except apricot...rly)
How are you feeling today?: pretty good, my throat is a little scratchy lol (i'm starving!)
How many keys are on your keychain?: 2 (4!)
--What are they for?: one is to my car & one is a spare to Jorge's car (1 is to "my apartment" that I don't even feel comfortable staying at, a mailbox key for the same apt complex, a bedroom key for that same apartment, Steven's apt key, and my car keys so sorry scratch that the correct answer is 5)
What does the room you're in look like?:  white walls with blue accents; sink & cabinets to the left, doors to the right, & a bed in the middle (white walls, a bathroom across the room, the windows are open and a bed in the middle - LOL Steven doesn't decorate)
--Do you like the room?: yes (if we weren't so messy...)
Do you own an iPod?: not anymore unless u count owning an iphone
--If yes, what kind?: ^^^^
Do you wear glasses or contacts?:  glasses
What's your view on laser eye surgery?: no just no!!!!  
--Would you ever consider it?: heck no 
Weirdest thing about your parents: (their personalities)
What did you do this weekend?: (went to tupelo to get my haircut, then went to a card shop because Steven and Daniel wanted to play some tournament, and I hung out with Katelyn, then we drove back on Saturday morning at 5am and we all passed out until like 2pm then we worked on our soc papers until we ate then we came back and watched bob's burgers then we went to sleep then woke up on sunday and i wrote my paper but we had a psych test on monday and i was worried if i went to sleep that i wouldn't wake up so we pulled an all nighter until 5pm monday evening....
--Was it enjoyable?: (no)
What's your greatest fear?: claustrophobia:) oh and suffocation 
Your greatest strength?: not my arms (lol)
What country do you fear the most: china (excuse me lauren)
Have you ever been in a third-world country?: yes
--Would you ever want to live in one?: why would i want to do that 
What song do you have stuck in your head right now?: "stop don't talk to me" - OITNB cast<3 (idk)
Will poverty ever end?: doubtful 
--Why or why not?: because that's how society works, i will link dr. boydstun's (intro to soc prof) email address below lol:) (i was such a sarcastic little twit)
Will we destroy our own planet?: probably 
--How?  pollution
Man--inherently good, or inherently evil?: i'll just say this - tabula rasa (sure)